fxck it

Now fucking tell me what's really going on! This can't be the reason you stopped what we had. You're hiding something for me. Why? What did i do that i deserved this? Wasn't i good enough for you? Or was there someone else? Someone 'better' than me? Nahh. I don't believe that shit. But i'm realizing right now, i'm better of without you if you act like this. So please just act normal. And don't even bother to act like lovers again because i don't need you and you don't need me. And even though you act like this. i still care about you. I know it's a bad idea. But i can't help it.

i miss him. i miss him so bad. but i have save myself, and stop myself from talking to him. everytime we talk, i get hope, but it's fake hope. 'cause i already know it's not going to work out in a good way.

i know we're not dating, but when i see an other girl talking to you, i already killed her twice in my head.

die. no wait just.... no. die.